Day One: 10 things you want to say to ten different people right now
This should be interesting.
1. I can’t help but want you to leave her. After the things you said and did, how could you want to stay? You’re the first person that I’ve felt this way about in months and months. This is dangerous and scary, but I want to take the chance- I guess I’ll wait.
2. I wish we were closer, but I don’t know how to let that happen. Oh and, please get off Facebook. But I really do appreciate what you’ve done for me and your continuous help with paying for some things when my mom can’t.
3. You’re my best friend and I love you so much. I hope that when we’re older I’ll be able to say that to your face and not feel weird about it. I’m so sorry for all the shit I’ve given you.
4. I’m sorry, but you’re stuck in the friend zone. It’s just not gonna happen. And I’m not in any way impressed by your stories. I hope that one day you’ll figure out the real me, not who you seem to think I am.
5. You annoy me to no end and I hate how fake you’ve made me. I look forward to the day I get to tell you that I’m not living with you next year. I’m not going to clean up after you. Stop being “mom.” I don’t want your mom around here all the time because she’s more overbearing than you are.
6. I can’t freaking wait for someone to accomplish what you never could for me. I have so much passion and love to share with someone who deserves it.
7. No matter what, we’re always going to be best friends. Talking to you last night while watching that show made me miss our sleepovers so much! Come visit me soon, please.
8. I feel bad that I used you… but then I remember how you lied to keep me around. We were never on the same page at any point. And don’t ask me to change myself when I’m around you so you “don’t start liking me again.” Seriously? Can you please just forget about it before it gets weird again? I’m already dreading being here for the whole school year, don’t make it worse by being awkward about everything.
9. I think you’re kind of a bitch. My bad. Oh yeah, you should get off Facebook too. Or at least let me delete you without you flipping shit.
10. I’m so proud of you. No matter what you’ve been told in the past or present, you’ll always be my hero. I love you so so so much.
